FUCK

I always manage to fuck up. It never fails man. I'm not mad at anyone else, only myself. I am a royal jackass. I guess I try to force things. Maybe i need to lay off the influences for a bit. Lord knows it aint helpin

Less than a week.....

Empire of the Sun

I dig this group right here. I had heard the song "Walking on a Dream" before, but I never knew who it was by or what it was called. At the end of the movie Hall Pass, this song plays. My boy Keenan of course has their whole cd. Shit is ill. Here is another track that im digging......

Nervous

I am nervous. I want things to be like they were. I guess its too soon? I dont want to rush her but I want her. I want her love. I want it now. I gotta be patient though.

My Weekend

Let me just say this, ended way better than it started. Friday was lazy. Didn't do shit until when my boys Nikko, Mek and Keen came out. Grabbed some beers, walked around to find a party. Really nice day outside, 70's surprisingly. Of course I don't do parties that charge cuz thats gay, so we didn't find anything. I had a niche I was gonna run into my ex. As expected, I did. I haven't seen her in so long it was comforting, yet awkward because of the time. I hate that. She looked beautiful. So beautiful I was mesmerized, honestly. Any who, we have talked consistently for some days now. I love it. I really really really do. Saturday, I was going to Brain Drain in Richmond with my boy Keenan. If you aren't familiar, its just a huge rager each month at the Hat Factory. I was in for an experience. After 3 hours to get to Richmond..................yea 3 hours cuz of brush fires. Last I checked I was in VA, not CA. Any who, running behind like shit, met up with my boy Dallas, poured it up real quick, then hitched a taxi to the hat factory. I was drunk, not fucked up thankfully, and had an awesome time. It's just a bunch of fun. You don't have people playin the wall n shit, everyone n just groovin. Tons of fun and I will go back. Sunday wasn't crazy or anything. But overall an awesome weekend. Delayed posting this cuz i wanted to get some pics from Brain Drain up.


Shouts to Dope On Plastic for the illllll shots. Search Dope on Plastic on FB

So serious.....

I don't think anyone knows how bad I want this shit to work out. It hurts I want it so much. All I can do is hope.

I'm awfully sorry

One in a Million

This is an instant classic.

Twitter

I am starting to really have a love/hate thing with it.

Way Out

THE STORY OF MY LIFE NO BULLSHIT

This can't be love

The most emotional verse in a hip hop song I have ever heard by Scarface. Love this song.

Yesterday

was pretty rough. It didn't really set in until you hit everyone up and they got plans. It would be nice to not sulk during the holiday. Really would. I bought black and milds, it was that kind of day. Well here is to making sure next year things go as they are planned.

Cabin Fever

Don't even like Wiz like that, however here is an exception....
YEAH.....................BITCH

I won't

I won't bring you down with depressing ass posts today. Your welcome.

Mini Vacation

Lord knows I need it

So that's it?

I think I am still too shocked to be sad. Hmm iono

Joe Budden Pandora Radio

Budden is one of my favorite artists and today it just seem to hit. Figured I would share a few.....

FB and Twitter

I went ahead and revived both. Got my new phone and figured what the hell ya know?

2 Live Crew

I'm like a dog in heat, a freak without warning

Between Two Ferns with Tila Tequila and guest

Between Two Ferns with Zach Galifianakis: Tila Tequila from Between Two Ferns

Who's Darrell?

iPhone!!!!

Finally get mine tomorrow! I am so excited. I waited for it. With that said Blackberry Storm for sale for a Benjamin.

So I got another fish.....

this guys name is Hand Banana. I think I am addicted to Bettas. I already want another. It is nice to come home from a stressful day and just watch them swim around. It is very relaxing and peaceful. I wish these types of fish could be put together without fighting. It sucks I gotta separate them. When I was younger I had a betta, he didn't last very long. But these guys seem to be healthy, so we will seeeeeeeeee.

Let Me Love You

I will sing this on cue. Really only Mario track I can vibe with, however very goooooood song.

Today

Has been so fucking busy. Geeeeeeeeeez.

VCU this weekend

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Aaron Rodgers

Well my favorite player in the NFL today got his championship. Very glad to see the Steelers lose. I can't stand their fans. I worked at a sports store, I heard it allllll the time. So fuck em. Any who, Aaron Rodgers solidified himself as an elite QB in the NFL. My favorite player since Sean Taylor, dude is ridiculous. Just wish he didn't play for the Packers. To think he was one pick away from being a Redskin kinda fucks with me. But oh well, my fave player got to hoist the Lombardi trophy. This marks the third straight year I picked the right winner. Maybe I should bet next year.

Queen

One of my favorite bands of all time. Mr. Mercury was out there, but none the less, an awesome band. I mean they made Bohemian Rhapsody.............I mean come on.



Fat Bottomed Girls :D

Social Networks

So I have been off of my Twitter and Facebook for almost two weeks now. I did it as an experiment for myself. One, to see if I could do it. Two, to see how it really effected my life. Lastly, I needed a break from the masses. I learned somethings. I am more focused without it. Wayyyyy more. The urge was never really there, except for times when bordem struck. However, I did feel a disconnect from some people that I really only talk to on FB because of distance. I will be back, I just can't decide when. It is possible to be without though!

Thumbs Up

Randomly stumbled across this pic of MLK Jr. Never seen it before, its pretty awesome. Would really be a nice picture on the wall.

Super Bowl Pick

Green & Yellow, Green & Yellow

I want my name to be Spaghetti

So this is my betta. His name is Spaghetti. No we didn't come up with the name out of random, its from Aqua Team Hunger Force. Anywho, he is pretty awesome. He has lasted a week which has shocked me.

B.O.O.T.A.Y.

So while browsing the aisles of FYE, Jarrell finds this CD for a whopping $3. The hypest shit ever. haha

The Shower Chair

The good ol days

Valentines Day

I would say it is pretty much official, I won't have a valentine this year. Pretty bummed. I was lookin forward to the day. I have never had a legit valentine. I guess all things happen for a reason. No?

My Trip

to Panama City is booked. I am very excite.

Focus

How we goin out to eat, I thought you ain't swallow?

Put your headphones on..

and nod.........

Got damn backyard is bangin like a Benzy

Red Dead Redemption

I recently played this game to death. Got the game for Christmas but really didn't pick it up and play because of the Kinect and Black Ops. But a few weeks ago, I finally popped it in and started. Made by Rockstar, which is notorious for their open-world GTA series, made this game. Think of it as GTA on horses and set back a hundred years. The story follows that of former outlaw John Marston. Marston gave up being an outlaw to be with his wife and son. However, the government kidnaps both and forces John to bring down his former outlaw friends. I won't spoil anything, but that is what the whole quest is about. The story is awesome, I even read somewhere a move adaptation is in the talks. I have beat the game to the point there is nothing left to do. It is quite awesome and I must say it is one of my all time faves. This game will take a while to beat, it is worth every penny. I recommend if you haven't already, go pick this game up.

Haters

VA weather

always fucks with me

PBR and Taco Bell

I'm pretty drunk. My boy Jarrell and I drank four tall boys each. So i'm def drunk. We had a great convo as usual. That's my dude for real. He offers the best advice on what to do. He knows what he is talkin about. That guy is a true friend. Now pass out time. Bye bye

Wednesday

I'm still miserable. Lovely.

Still

No matter who is right or wrong, I miss her oh so very much. I am lonely. Really hit me hard this morning. Happy Tuesday.