Can't Wait.....

for the next girl to come along and break my heart. Fuck that, fuck love.....I am gonna become a whore. 3/31/2011 it begins.

There is Something About this Song...

Tell me baby, are you wet?

My Recent Theme Song

Struck out swingin.....

yay go me! i must have the record for most strikeouts. FML. I feel like a dumbass again. Way to go shane. I told myself I wouldnt chase, n i fell flat on my face again.

Just One of Those Days

A real blah day. I don't feel the best. Feel drained. I just wanna chill with her and be lazy. But yea, the chances are very slim.

DAMNNNNNNNNNNN

As soon as I make that decision, my desire becomes stronger. Man....she looked good yesterday, realll good. FUCK!

Wolfgang Amadeus- Phoenix

This song makes me happy.

My Note To You

I came to a conclusion the other night after being knee deep inside a bunch of Rolling Rocks. I can't do this anymore. I'm hurt. I really had to think it through. I have battling interests in my head of what to do. But I gotta do what is best for me. No doubt, I am still very much in love with you. But my attempts are getting me nowhere. I am trying. I'm sorry you don't trust me anymore even though you can. I want you so bad. But I feel like there is no point in me trying. I just fall on my face. I just wanted you to spend the night with me, I was drunk I would hope you understood like the many times I did. That hurt. I love you more than life and I have expressed this to you a million times. I am not just putting words together in order to win you over. I can't chase you anymore. To borrow an expression of yours, this isn't healthy. I don't want nobody else in the world. I know you still love me too or at least have some type of feelings towards me. I am sure of it. I see on Twitter your posts, I miss you too. I don't know any other way to express it to you. But I am done trying. I don't know what else to do. I hate looking like a jackass and thats what I look like by not getting things to work. Whatever you have going on your mind about us, just let it out. I'm sorry, I don't want to be your friend. I will only be your best friend and lover. I won't take you any other way. I have done what I possibly can. The ball is in your court. My door will always be open. The choice is yours, I won't let you down. Yea we talk every now and then, you may think I am mad or something, but no. I just don't know what to do or say. Not saying I am cutting off contact. But I will not reach out to you nearly as much. If you are ready though, so am I.
Love you,
Shane

My Blog

I love my blog. I love the fact no one looks at it. So serious. I dont promote it for a reason. It really gives me a way to vent and get shit off my chest. It's so refreshing. When I first started the blog I wanted people to look at it and possibly get some hype. I realized that is not what I wanted at all. It is my some sort of a diary. There is a reason I stopped the FB feed. I like to look back at posts and just live those memories. I post shit for me and not for you. Sorry, thats just the way it is.

Japanese Prank Show

Pretty funny stuff

RIP Nate Dogg

I was pretty saddened when I heard Nate died. Literally my favorite person on hooks period. I knew he was dealing with complications when I was in High School, I guess it just caught up with him. Lost another good one. RIP Nate Dogg

NCAA Tourney!!

The best time of the year is here. Of course I will be riding with my boys Duke and Old Dominion. This bracket is so damn hard that I can't even give you my Final Four. However the champion will be Duke, watch bitch.

Panama City Beach Recap

Man oh man. I needed this vacation so bad. Haven't had a vacation since 9th grade. So my buds Rivera, Tyler, Jeff and Matt took our talents to Panama City Beach for Spring Break. I had the time of my life. Took a good 14 hours to get there on no sleep and just started pounding beers. We were drunk from Saturday about 5pm to early Friday morning. We took 250 beers and 5 handles of liquor down which was all gone by early Thursday. SHITFACED!!!!!! We stayed in an awesome hotel and i mean awesome. Crawling with the sexiest of girls. We met a lot of cool people. We met these dudes from Central Michigan who play football for them. Cool ass dudes. Met people from Michigan State, ECU, Middle Tennessee, Clark-Atlanta, Spelman, Morehouse and even some ODU people. Everyone was mad chill. So we started off Saturday by going to this club called Sharkys. Sharkys is neat because its outside but with cover. We chilled their for a bit then headed back to the telly. The lack of sleep and torrential downpour that occurred ended our night. Sunday began pounding beers at like 9 am went to the pool n relaxed. We eventually went to this club called Coyote Ugly. The place is awesome. Bitches are dancin on the bar, flashin and all that shit. It was awesome. Of course Jeff and Rivera had a little to much to drink and had to leave early lol. We were all shitfaced taking body shots, beer bongs and shots at this place. Awesome night. The next day Lil Scrappy was performing at Club Lavela, the biggest club in the US. Shit is legit, has a pool in the middle of the club. Scrappy performed for free and it was a good time. After went to the beach and just networked and shit. Eventually went back and partied in the hotel. Beer pong, cards, beer bongs, just going crazy with or neighbors from Michigan State. The next day we went to the beach, drank it up some more and cooled it. LMFAO was having a show at Lavela and we ended up going. Shit was bananas. too much fun, those guys are performers. Wednesday we went to Spinnakers. Rivera and I liked this spot a lot. Not only did the guy mark as being 21, the dance floor and vibe was awesome. Free beer from 7-9 at all these clubs btw. So of course took advantage of that then bought a round of Killians Irish Red for the fellas. Went back to the hotel around 11ish and partied at the hotel like crazy. We were partyin in the suites on the top floor, the real expensive shits. I was tore up, passed out on the floor in our room. Guys said all i needed was chalk around my body. haha Rivera and I left a day early so we werent gonna go crazy Thursday. Well guess again. Went to the beach, but it was cold as a bitch. Came back to the telly and then went to Margaritaville. shit was lovely. Came back and played cards with the girls from ECU. lol thats all im going to say about that. Ended up not going out but got fucked up of course. The whole trip was a shit show. It was so fun. I had the time of my life. I already want to go back again. The only complaints I have is the drive and the weather sucked. Breezy and in the 60s the whole time. Hell of a time. Likely my best Spring Break ever.

GA Radio

On my way returning to VA, coming up I-85 through Columbus and onto Atlanta, the radio stations were illlllllllll!!!! playin all dope shit. stuff has stuck with me since then and here are some.