So where has Shane been?

When it comes to blogging, ive been fuckin ghost. This summer has been busy, working full time for the first time ever. I like the 40+ hour a week job thing, made me feel older and definitely thankful to have a job. Originally I was hired for seasonal position but I have been asked to stay on. Things are going really well with that. I work with some fun people and the job isnt but so bad. I have however felt really distanced from my friends. Getting off late every night doesnt help for my social life. This summer has really not been too fun or special. Ive made a lot of money and thats about all I can say about it. Im the most financially stable I have ever been. Feels good to have money. I went a long time without it so its nice. Life in general has just been ehhh. I am dying to have a meaningful relationship with a good girl. I have been over my ex for sometime now but I definitely miss being in a relationship with meaning. I have a prime candidate but she lives 6 hours away. ughhhhh. Shes just about my dream girl, but we only see each other like once a month maybe. That is really in the way. I have needs and being so far away doesnt work. In my relationship I have to have sex. Its not that thats all I want a relationship for but its a part of being in a relationship. Being a Scorpio, I am an extremely sexual person, its only natural. I havent had sex since January and I feel like I am about to go crazy. fuckin 8 months. ugggghhhh. just another thing I miss about being in a relationship. I wont bash her now, my ex definitely made sex something to really miss. She used to fuck the shit out of me. I digress. I basically need a woman who can fuck right cook right which is damn near impossible to find. This semester at school should be enjoyable or at least I hope so. This is a really random ass post n my eyes are heavy. Just got a lot on my mind and I wanted to type it out. Oh well, fuck you